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by Feels Like Home Blog™ on January 11, 2008

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“ugh”

That’s the noise you make when you’re punched in the gut, right? You don’t talk, you don’t cry out, you don’t look for help. You just double over and try to protect yourself from further harm.

That’s kinda where I am right now. This week, Grace was diagnosed with a severe and chronic skin condition that will need to be treated twice a day for the next ten years, and I had a biopsy of three lesions on my cervix that are likely cancerous. I feel like I’ve been punched in the gut. Twice.

I don’t have anything nice or witty or even smart to talk about. I just want to curl up in a ball and forget the world exists.

Life will go on, and I’ll be back to talk about nice, witty, and smart things another day. Thanks for stopping by.

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Melissa January 11, 2008 at 9:44 am

Tara! I am sooo sorry! I will put you and Grace in my t&ps!

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Melissa January 11, 2008 at 5:44 pm

Tara! I am sooo sorry! I will put you and Grace in my t&ps;!

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Robyn January 11, 2008 at 5:56 pm

Hang in there honey. I wish I could send some sunshine your way. I’ll send prayers instead…

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Robyn January 12, 2008 at 1:56 am

Hang in there honey. I wish I could send some sunshine your way. I’ll send prayers instead…

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malisa January 11, 2008 at 8:11 pm

Me too. It’s good to curl up for a while. You’ll feel better and much stronger once you straighten back up and bravely face the world.

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malisa January 12, 2008 at 4:11 am

Me too. It’s good to curl up for a while. You’ll feel better and much stronger once you straighten back up and bravely face the world.

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Kari-Anne January 11, 2008 at 8:36 pm

Hi Tara
I was going to send you a hi then I just read your blog – I am so sorry you are having all these things happend to you . I wish I could do something to help .
Thinking of you and sending happy carma your way :o )

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Kari-Anne January 12, 2008 at 4:36 am

Hi TaraI was going to send you a hi then I just read your blog – I am so sorry you are having all these things happend to you . I wish I could do something to help . Thinking of you and sending happy carma your way :o )

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XOXO January 11, 2008 at 10:37 pm

I agree with malisa. Take some time to feel sorry for yourself, just not too long. A day of hibernating from the world never hurt anyone.

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XOXO January 12, 2008 at 6:37 am

I agree with malisa. Take some time to feel sorry for yourself, just not too long. A day of hibernating from the world never hurt anyone.

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Jenny January 12, 2008 at 9:21 am

I’m sorry about your bad news. I’ll be thinking of you!

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Jenny January 12, 2008 at 5:21 pm

I’m sorry about your bad news. I’ll be thinking of you!

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EthansMommy January 12, 2008 at 4:58 pm

Tara, I will say prayers for you and Grace. I am so sorry about what you are going through!

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EthansMommy January 13, 2008 at 12:58 am

Tara, I will say prayers for you and Grace. I am so sorry about what you are going through!

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Momto3LittleFlowers January 12, 2008 at 7:38 pm

You poor guys!! Im really sorry!!! I will keep both of you in my prayers!!

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Momto3LittleFlowers January 13, 2008 at 3:38 am

You poor guys!! Im really sorry!!! I will keep both of you in my prayers!!

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princess1128 January 14, 2008 at 10:20 am

Keep the faith Tara – I’m thinking about you and sending good thoughts and vibes your way. I’ve been where you are on both counts – keep chugging along.

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princess1128 January 14, 2008 at 6:20 pm

Keep the faith Tara – I’m thinking about you and sending good thoughts and vibes your way. I’ve been where you are on both counts – keep chugging along.

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blacksheep-lj January 23, 2008 at 4:08 pm

Thinking of you. I haven’t been around BBC much lately, but I revisited today and found the blogs thread. I see from later entries that things are ok, but nonetheless, hugs.

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blacksheep-lj January 24, 2008 at 12:08 am

Thinking of you. I haven’t been around BBC much lately, but I revisited today and found the blogs thread. I see from later entries that things are ok, but nonetheless, hugs.

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